just got home from town. yawn.
She's The Man was hilarious shit mans!

read twinnie's blog and i started laughing.
http://sugarcoatedpies.livejournal.com/
soo hwei's very funny!
the way she started opening her mouth WHILE chewing her prawns. URGH.
adorably disgusting. see! IM PRAISING YOU!

oh anyway Cars yesterday was great. it made me cry. A BIT ONLY.
i'm such a sucker for tearjerkers.

and yes, we actually talked about family and marriage. something i've NEVER talked about to anyone in detail actually. like how we want our lives to be ideal and stuff.
how lines should never be crossed, and how we should be independent even while having the other half.

and the mucks thing. it's becoming quite hilarious really. haha.
it brought back a lot of fond memories, cos i actually get lost in my own life so often nowadays that i tend to forget my feelings which have always been at the back of my mind.
i guess through time, i had to shove them aside, partly so i would not be as affected, but at the same time, always keep them with me.
when i told twinnie everything abt what used to be, the memories became very fresh, like they were just yesterday. i never managed to tell anyone how i felt, how much i love him, because maybe i didn't want to acknowledge it myself. it all became obvious yesterday.

and anyway, baoburao is funnier than mucks lor! gosh..baoburao. bao-bu-rao.

i cant wait to get my polka dotted top and my white shorts. :)

you know, i didnt manage to tell you the last time we met, i held myself back in fear of ruining what was left, but now, i'm more courageous, and hopefully, when you come back, i would be able to plainly say to you "you have no idea how much i miss you". i will say it to you, i know i will be able to say it to you. and even if you find someone in time to come, i will wish you luck as you hope i would, but i will still say it, i miss you, and i love you, more than you'll know.
but it's true, he has no idea. no freakin idea.